"Honest John"
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How long did you plan on
Playing this imaginary game?

How long did you plan to
Deceive me?

Did you think I really didnt
See what was right before me?

How could you betray
My blind trust?

I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.
I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.

I cant pretend you didnt lie
I cant keep my pain inside.
I cant pretend you didnt lie.
I cant pretend I didnt cry.

What the fuck is going on
In that pretty head of yours?

How could things change
So fucking fast?

Oh, do you think of me
When shes in your arms so tight?

Do you think of her
When youre with me?

Love isnt enough, baby,
To make this be alright.

If you plan on keeping this up,
Things for us dont look too bright.

What the fuck is going on
In that pretty head of yours?

What the fuck is going on?

I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.
I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.

I cant pretend you didnt lie
I cant keep my pain inside.
I cant pretend you didnt lie.
I cant pretend I didnt cry.

I know you say that we will
Always be the best of friends.

But how can a friendship work
Without honesty?

I know you say that you will
Never stop loving me.

But how can you love
Without trust?

How can you say that
Things have never ever changed.

When everything is now
So different?

I cant believe that you would
Let this all just slip your mind.

I cant let you just
Get away.

I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.
I know you think its ok
But I cant keep going on this way.

I cant pretend you didnt lie
I cant keep my pain inside.
I cant pretend you didnt lie.
I cant pretend I didnt cry.

No matter if I love you,
No matter if you love me,
It doesnt matter what happens
In the end.

Yes, we are all going to die,
Yes people very often lie
But I need you to know
that I love you.

Yes were all going to die.
Yes people very often lie.
But I need to be able to
trust my friends.