"the cycle"
lyrics
though it starts, Im not unhappy at all
Ive thought through this, and its something I can control
but something will happen to trigger the beast
and bring all my mistrust to bear
its not who I am, Im just blowing off steam
Its someone that I too abhor
then well start the cycle again
this is your favorite part
sooner or later well be back again
and this is my favorite part
I can see it now, youre looking at me
with eyes that could burn the sun
sheepishly I grasp for a piece of anything
that I once had before
well, its over the horizon, but its fine with me
if you want to save my soul
to me its clear, the suns already here
sometimes its just hard to let go
a sidestep, its clearly
but can you see through my lies
to offer me your hand would be better than I can
offer you in return
your dislike of the critical light
will keep you away from me
never try to bear all that I make you wear
its just a way to take the blame from me